Things that keep you up at night!

I got more news in the mail today!
I have this area in my life right now that takes a lot of patience and time and keeps me awake at night and the worst part is I can ONLY pray on it, I am not allowed to talk about it.
It is sometimes stressful and sometimes I hear nothing for a week or two. This may be an ongoing issue for quiet some time and there are lots of people involved.
I am not the type of person that likes to keep things bottled up, that is why I blog it helps me to get it out and deal with is so I can move on and be at peace, But this one has restrictions on it, so I have to follow the rules, But Hubby suggested that I still blog about my feelings thru this, just write NO specifics so I am trying it out to see if maybe it will help me to sleep just writing that I can not wait for this chapter of my life to all be closed and over with.
I am told that it will be ongoing, but I can still ask God to have his hand in it to help the process along.
And as we all know I pray daily, but prayer is more helpful if it is specific and that is where I struggle with this one, I don't know how to sum it all up and get it all out and know what I even want in the end. So I lay awake at night, not worrying, but just not knowing, and at the end of each day I have an open issue that I just want closure on....
WOW, there it is, it did help to write it down and get it out, That is what I want......that is what I need to pray for......regardless of outcome....I JUST WANT CLOSURE....
Sweet. I got it off my chest with out being specific, and I maybe just maybe feel better, Lets see if I sleep tonight!!!!